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Eventually, she's back at point Zero.
Where's that leave me, well..it's the same, at zero again.
I'll just wait for theses couple of weeks, does anything change?
I doubt it will,and i wont rest my hope much further then before.

This end of year will be a milestone.
It will shows me, what part do i have and where i being putted.
Right beside her or left behind in the gutter replaced by her "friends"

Her decision will affect my decision.
An offer from old friend will be reconsidered.
So, the milestone will really become true Miles or just as metaphor

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Lirik lagu2x Adhitia Sofyan

Adelaide Sky

Music and Lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan

I need to know what's on your mind

These coffee cups are getting cold

Mind the people passing by

They don't know I'll be leaving soon

I'll fly away tomorrow

To far away

I'll admit a cliché

Things won't be the same without you

I'll be looking at my window seeing Adelaide sky

Would you be kind enough to remember

I'll be hearing my own foot steps under Adelaide sky

Would you be kind enough to remember me

I'll let you know what's on my mind

I wish they've made you portable

Then i'll carry you around and round

I bet you'll look good on me

I'll fly away tomorrow

It's been fun

I'll repeat the cliché

Things won't be the same without you

I've been meaning to call you soon

But we're in different times

You might not be home now

Would you take a message

I'll try to stay awake

And fight your presence in my head

Memilihmu

Music and Lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan

Memilihmu perlu persiapan dan mental

Bagai memilih masuk ke sekolah unggulan

Memilihmu bisa makan waktu yang panjang

Satpam depan suruh aku ambil nomor tunggu

Aku tak pernah jadi murid yang terpandai

Menunggu lama slalu membuatku bosan

Kubawa pergi mimpiku berlalu

Cikiciki bombom out the door

I'll never gonna get you anyway

Cikiciki bom I'm outta here

I'll never gonna get you anyway

(repeat)

Memilihmu perlu kemampuan yang total

Gitarku saja tak cukup tuk jadi andalan

Memilihmu terpaksa menjadi pilihan

Hanya dirimu yang mengusik mimpi-mimpi

Aku tak pernah jadi pilihan terbaik

Mungkin aku sebaiknya bangun dari tidurku

Dan bawa pergi mimpiku berlalu

Kutinggal pesan untukkmu

Ku tak punya banyak waktu

Mungkin di lain waktu

Kau ada waktu tuk dengar aku

Sekarang saatnya ku pergi

Blue Sky Collapse

Music and Lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan

As I walk to the end of the line

I wonder if I should look back

To all of the things that were said and done

I think we should talk it over

Then I noticed the sign on your back

It boldly says try to walk away

I go on pretending I’ll be ok

This morning it hits me hard that

Still everyday I think about you

I know for a fact that’s not your problem

But if you change your mind you’ll find me

Hanging on to the place

Where the big blue sky collapse

As I stare at the wall in this room

The cracks they resemble your shadow

When everyday I see time goes by

In my head everything stood still

I’m waiting for things to unfreeze

Till you release me from the ice block

It’s been floating for ages washed up by the sea

And it’s drowning, thought you should know that

You see people are trying

To find their way back home

So I’ll find my way to you

Invisible

Music and Lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan

Traffic jam city streets forget about the rest

Your sanity will be put to the test

Client call repeatedly they want another change

Some idiots just can’t make up their minds

Well I would if you want to go

Just sail away from this madness

Where we will remain invisible

I wonder if what future holds will never gonna come

We’re sitting here waiting like a fool

Photographs I stumbled on they scattered on the floor

They’re memories that haunt you from it’s grave

Well I would if you want to go

Just fly away from this madness

Where we will remain invisible

Global warming’s the thing now everybody’s in

If you’re not green you better not be seen

Armageddon, crystal ball, Jesus reappears

They’re prophecies of world comes to an end

Well I would if you want to go

Just disappear from this madness

Yeah I would if you want to go

Where we will remain invisible

Greatest Cure

Music and Lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan

I’ll be on my way, wait till you see the toys I bought

You’ll be on my mind, wait till it’s time for me to go

Can’t wait to see those sleepy eyes

They will refuse to end the day

Can’t wait to hear those mumbling goo

Saying I got a lot to learn

And I will see through it all now saying yeah yeah yeah

I’ll be all right singing yeah yeah yeah

I see through it all now singing yeah yeah yeah

Cause you’ll be my greatest cure of all

I’ll be on my way, wait till I open up the door

Now you stay on my mind, there’s no time like coming home tonight

I’ll be on my way, wait till you see the toys I bought

I’ll be by your side, let’s close our eyes and end the day

In To You

Music and Lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan

Early in the morning I was still in bed

You call me just in time when the sunlight comes

You said "How was your sleep? I didn't do too well. Would you be a friend and take a walk with me?"

My friends they all been telling me that you're no good

You broke a lot of hearts and you don't even know

I refuse to believe any of that is true

But I'll hate it when they're right and tell me told you so

I don't want to be a victim of a broken heart

I don't want to put myself into another mess yeah

I don't want to be a fool and make a big mistake

I've should've known better, but it's allright

Cause I'm in to you

Early in the morning I was still in bed

We've talked about an hour till my ear turns red

You said "It's getting late, I'm gonna have to go. I'll be getting ready so how 'bout that walk?"

My friends been telling me that I should let you go

You broke a lot of hearts and then you run away

I refuse to believe any of that it's true

But I'll hate it when they're right and tell me told you so

I don't want to be a victim of a broken heart

I don't want to put myself into another mess no

I don't want to be a fool and make a big mistake

I've should've known better, but it's alright

Cause I'm in to you

Early in the morning I was still in bed

The thought of you remains the biggest mystery

I was left unsure of all this thing would go

I guess I'll think about it when I walk with you

Reality

Music and Lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan

I have been trying lately to close my eyes

Those little lambs complaining they're getting tired

Try as I may and I would fell off my bed

I know just what the cure is it's gonna work

I need to get you by my side

There's no other way

But every time I try to catch you I stumble and I fall

How do I begin to finish this never ending fairy tale

I need to get back to reality

Every time you do that thing the thing you always do

I ended up in misery while starring at your photograph

I'm loosing my grip to reality

I woke up turn on the TV for a thousand times

Reruns I've seen to many on the animal show

The tiger runs after the dear and he finally catches on

I see the end of the rainbow not far away

This time I'm gonna let it slide

Deadly Storm Lightning Thunder

Music and Lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan

Would you call me if you can

I’m waiting underneath it all

All the mess and the chaos you’ve caused

Now you’re nowhere to be found

So tell me I’m trying to define

The meaning of unconditional love

When it puts you faced down on the ground

You’re out there sailing away

And maybe a deadly storm will come and catch you

Lightning thunder will strike you

It hits your head so hard you’ll come to me

It’s all right I totally understand

They’re greener on the other side

And the sun will shine brighter everyday

I guess that’s where all the light goes

And I’m ok, I hope the best for you

Remember to go out and have fun

You could spend the day out in the ocean

I heard the water’s fine over there

I guess I ‘ll learn to come by without you

And somewhere out there I’m sure God is watching you close

But then maybe his deadly storm will come and catch you

Lightning thunder will strike you

It hits your head so hard you’ll come to me

W.Y.L

Music and Lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan

A man will climb the highest mountain

Fly to the moon and come back home

But I can't live Without Your Love

I stand up high in the pouring rain

Have flashing thunder on my head

But I still won't live Without Your Love

Everybody can laugh at my face

Till their jaws touched the ground

I will be counting the days till I can run to you

Rainfall will through and my work here is done

And I'll come home to you

A man swim the deepest ocean

Some will sail around the world

But I can't live Without Your Love

I'll stand alone on a cemetery

Search the world of the undead

But I still won't live Without Your Love

I give a little more

I walk a little further

Fly a little higher

To get to you

City of Flowers

Music and Lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan

Pack your bags we’re leaving out of town

Wear that big black scarf wrapped around your pretty face

I’m not gonna stand here hopelessly while I see you cry

Leave those mess we’ll jump in to the car

Roll the windows down get your senses back to you

And put out that cigarette that thing will kill you slowly

And yeah, it only takes two hours from here

Yeah, when we get there we’ll write our brand new story

We’re going to a place I know, where I was born

The city of flowers been waiting so long

Life too short you could’ve been shot

Remember this time, leave your troubles behind

All your life you’ve waited for a time when that someone

To get your feet back on the ground

I’ll be that someone to help just like in that Beatles song

So here we go we’re going to a place

At the rainbows end to put some colors back on you

Let me be the gold and I will put the shine on you

And yeah we only have two exits to go

Yeah when we get there the pages will start turning

And all the lies you heard before keep coming back to you

They linger on the places you’ve longing to forget

Well I won’t lie, it won’t be easy

Sometimes they’re back knocking on your door

Now you tell them that you don’t live here anymore

Number One

Music and Lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan

I don’t mind if you hate Monday

We can make this like a Saturday

And all the fuss and whine will over

As we drive in to the madness

With breakfast on the go

We’ll dine on city lights

Didn’t I tell you to just sit back

Cause my girl, they all don’t matter (any longer)

Cause you don’t even have to try

You’re already my number one

I don’t need the mellow tunes

And all the lines you’ve wasted over me

I don’t mind if time goes too soon

We’ll stay up all night an make it slower

And when the morning comes between us

We’ll just get ready to start it over

Adhitia Sofyan :

Singer, songwriter, all guitars, strings, piano, arrangements, producer, music director, sound operator, cover designer, illustrator and coffee maker.

Recorded, mixed and mastered at Adhit’s bedroom.

Visit Adhit’s personal blog at www.adhitiasofyan.wordpress.com

Email at adhitiasofyan@gmail.com

Dedicated with much love,

To my wife, my number one, Iim Fahima

and my baby daughter, my greatest cure, Maleeka Kendra Adhitia.

Ps.

If there’s a mistake or two on the lyrics I’ll revise and update them on my blog or FB, I don’t feel like going through them all one by one anymore.

Cheers guys.

I like to go on a Bouken (adventure)

This morning, seems like a brick fell hard upon my head.
by accidentally, i stumble on this image

I realizes, i still holding on tightly to my comfort zone.
even tough i yearn for getting out of this boredom.

Some says, just F#$k your self out of the sameness and just go and have adventure.
But, it seems my responsibility tied me to the ground, family, friends, jobs, etc.

I still trying to find my momentum, a reason to leave this hassle behind and just go on a journey
I'm hoping i can do a bouken with felis, i'm pretty sure she would love this idea
But then again, our responsibility to anything is holding us down

Wedding bouquet

Wedding bouquet, originally uploaded by y7thangeru.

Setelah melihat hasil foto ini..tiba2x teringat beberapa baris lirik lagu BoyZone

My young love said to me
My mother won't mind
And my father won't slight you
For your lack of kind
Then she stepped away from me
And this she did say
"It will not be long love,
till our wedding day".

I would rather have one breath of her hair,one kiss of her mouth,one touch of her hand, than eternity without it

And I'd give up forever to touch you,
Cause I know that you feel me somehow.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be,
And I don't want to go home right now.

Last Saturday, we (me n koyangi) are having a night out on a friends house with other friends also.
We make a mixed combination hot pot (taste good..a bit less flavor on the soup though)
Because we already planned to stay the night..so..we get crammed on a room, watching ju-on before goes to sleep.

Sunday Morning..
I woke up when i heard a tune played by my handphone, outside the room.
As usual..yapping a bit and then all is bright..damn, i stare into the window to quickly.
After a while, my eyes back to normal...
I look to my left side, and there she is.. a lovely cat.. sleeping peacfully

Should i wake her up..or not... usually she wakes early to do some things with her job
But.this is sunday, her last day of vacation.. and i don't hear any BB beeping ..so..i just let her sleep again
I decide to watch her sleep for a while, sight like this is not easy to be found.
Reminiscent city of angels,, i remember this words:I would rather have one breath of her hair,one kiss of her mouth,one touch of her hand, than eternity without it

Maybe this is what the main male character feels when he first realizes how he loves the female human and choose to 'fallen'.
After watching her for a while, i decide to do the "natures call", after that..a bit chit chat with other who already wake up.
But then again, another glances to the room, seeing her asleep again...

Loves in picture

Sometimes,
Words need to be express in pictures.
Loves also need to be expressed in many way, and these are one of them.